The OutcastI faltered @ 12:20 a.m. on March 09, 2003
The Outcast - Standing in the shadows all by myself. I watch crowds gather around a store bought princess. She's a blonde, blue eye with silicone breast. She wears skimpy outfits and luvs to flaunt her chest. She's captain of the cheerleading squad. She dates football players with a stench of sweat. Still standing alone I think to myself "What a stupid broad". I may not be like that but I have pride. I know not to live a life of lie. Who cares if they don't think I'm pretty? So what they don't think I exist. As long as I matter to myself, I know I can live. I move out the shadows, I creep through the crowds. I try horribly not to make a sound. My efforts fail and now I have been revealed. They advance on me steadily like a lioness to her prey. They can't intimidate me. Up in my face they come. I stand my ground. I'm feeling good today; there's no way they can turn this smile into a frown. An insult thrown my way. I act like I'm hurt. That satisfied them enough. Vultures finished tearing up a corpse. They walk away, searching for another prey. "Bitches..." Outside the school, into a cruel, cruel world. My head up high. Across the street I see the guy. He's in my class but doesn't notice me. I'm just a fragment of his dream. Daydreaming still on the corner, I never saw the car go by. *Splash* Mud all over my new clothes. Whose car was that? Figures it'd be the Princess and her man, the jock. "Freaking Asshole, what �til I get you!" I yell as they continue by. Home at last. An exasperated sigh. Into a bubble bath I wash all my pain away. I climb into bed, suddenly feeling down, another day passed me by. �The sun will come out tomorrow bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow there�ll be sun�� Whoever wrote this song wasn�t me. The clouds hide my sun. My world�s flooded with rain, sleet and snow. I turned off my light, closed my eyes and drifted off into an unseen dream.
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