Thinking Of KurtI faltered @ 2:05a.m. on March 16, 2003
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I want to take break off my poems for a moment. It's a little past 2(am) and I just stuck in my Nirvana CD. I'm watching the "You Know You're Right" video. I've watched it hundreds of times but right now it's making me particularly depressed. I just have an urge to think about Kurt. It takes me back to '94 and Kurt's horrible death. I remember it clearly because I was blasting Lithium and my momma was watching the news. They gave some stupid story I wasn't paying much attention to and then gave the story on Kurt�s death. I got so upset I broke out crying and I was in so much disbelief I went in total shock. I luv Kurt sooooooooo much. :�(
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I can't stand to hear about Courtney Love. I hate that stupid crackwhore's gut. I hope a milk truck hits her. She just wanted his money. I can't believe she published Kurt's journals. The journals were meant to be private not for the world to see. Though as a very big Nirvana/Kurt fan, I couldn't give up the opportunity to check out the book. I must say though some parts of the book were great I was greatly disappointed to see that all of the entries with Courtney were cut out. I saw only two entries with Courtney mention and ironically he talked about her drug addiction.
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I just want to end this entry with a silent prayer to Kurt. He accomplished so much, had a beautiful daughter and defied all odds and married Courtney Love. So Kurt I luv you with all my heart, I miss you and I hope you rest in peace for all eternity.
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"Life" (in my mind) - May 27, 2003
