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I faltered @ 10:08 p.m. on March 28, 2003

Crying for a diminished heart

Weeping for a devoured life

Tried to save him with so much vain

Being selfish with a lot of lust

Knowing it's too late to relieve the pain

I incarcerate myself in his death

Waiting for a century to past

Then I'll be with him once again

I throw myself apon his grave

Beat the earth with my tiny fists

Scream into the darkened sky

"You stupid god, you got your wish!"

Knowing I have gone too far

My mouth brings trouble all the time

Lightning roars and fills the sky

The smoky clouds open wide

A single light shines down to earth

Fills warmth on my face

But it deceive me once again

I am told that I'll have to wait another millennium for us to be reunited

My heart falls in to total abyss

Days go by then weeks and months

Then years just past with my heart feeling heavy

Now centuries past me by and I'm so weak with sorrow

A millennium is up

I'm filled with joy

I search for that man I loved before

I stopped at his house

Opened the door

What I saw inside made me sick

I was heart stricken

I found out my on true love had fallen in love with another

- - July 01, 2003
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Brandi. I am 14 years old. I am a wiccan and I luv celtic magic. I don't believe in god. I think only we can control our destiny. My only god is manga. My only reason to live is for anime, my poetry and my music. If the world was ending this very moment I'll probably still be staring at my compact.

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DAILY READS

What
I'm Reading
Dalton Trumbo - Johnny Got His Gun
Masami Tsuda - Kare Kano Volumes 1 2 & 3
Clamp - CardCaptor Sakura Volumes 3 & 4

NOW PLAYING
Deadsy - Mansion World
Rockapella - Breakfast At Tiffany's
Billy Joel - Moving Out
Billy Joel - Uptown Girl
Rockapella - Folgers Coffee Commercial
SailorMoon- tsukini kawatte oshioki yo
Utada, Hikaru - Distance
Utada, Hikaru - Kettobase
Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent (at first I hated this song but now I grew to love it)
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all words � ME, 2003.