The only good thing about today was the fact that I was feeling very poetic. I wrote this poem based on something I said yesterday. I was drawing a candle and my friend Lauren (darkfairy13) asked if she could draw a flame. Her flame came out it the shape of a tear. I was like "a tear flame". And she was like "yeah". So then I said "my flames don't tear, they burn".
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Unlike yours
My tears don't cool
They burn
Burn like the sun up high on a long desert day
Leaving trails of scars down my face
Ripping skin, burning flesh
Re-minding me of the hurt inside
Re-minding me of my hatred to love
Making my heart heavy and black
I tried to dry them away
I tried to be strong
But nothing can stop my pain
Bittersweet tears
Keepers of a false hope
Holders of a false truth
Once added comfort to my life
Now they deceive
Challenging my emotions
Breaking my down
Just causing me pain
So as you can see
Unlike yours
My tears are a curse to life
No matter how hard I tried
How hard I fight
These burning tears
Just cause me to die
Inside
- - July 01, 2003
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Ever get the feeling... - May 29, 2003
who would've known? - May 28, 2003
"Life" (in my mind) - May 27, 2003
What
I'm Reading
Dalton Trumbo - Johnny Got His Gun
Masami Tsuda - Kare Kano Volumes 1 2 & 3
Clamp - CardCaptor Sakura Volumes 3 & 4
all words � ME, 2003.