Pneumonia (Yeah I have it, Haven't Died Yet Either)
I faltered @ 8:36 p.m. on May 23, 2003

I'm not going to bore you with my useless complaints and shit. I'm just going to say I have pneumonia and I�m on the blink of death, literally. I�ve been the hospital three times this week. I�ve overdosed on all types of medicine to keep my lungs open. It kind of helped but it made my heartbeats become more irregular then it was. I was in the hospital yesterday. I couldn�t get my lungs to open so of course that meant a lack of oxygen (if you didn�t know >=O). They gave me three treatments with double the dosage of medicine. So three really means six along with the three I had in the morning and the one I had in the nurse�s office at school. Even today my lungs aren�t fully functional. Me heart skips like twelve beats a minute and I�m puking up my antibiotics. Doesn�t look like it�s gonna be a good holiday weekend. I�d love to stay on (lying) but I need to pop some more aspirin and take more asthma medicine. I�m surprise I haven�t dead over two hundred times in the last three hours. I�m leaving now. JA NE (If I survive the night).

**Really quick: I was amazed at how much I enjoyed this season of American Idol. Anyway, even though I'm very sad that Clay Aiken didn't win I'm very happy that Ruben did. As for both finalist I hope that their albums come out great and that one-day I'll see Ruben multi-platinum and Clay a Broadway star. (Manga, I luv Clay's voice) *^_^* **

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Deadsy - Mansion World
Rockapella - Breakfast At Tiffany's
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