death is my answer
I faltered @ 3:57 p.m. on May 26, 2003

I was a child with noone in the world

Unnoticed and unwanted

Left to die

Throughout my child hood

Fate was a bitch

And heaven treated me cruel

But hell treated me fair

Spawn of Satan I guess I am

That�s all can I relate

My soul is formed of only three things:

Sadness, rage and hate�

I roamed the streets

Late a night

Looking for the promise lands

Can you guess what I found?

I found destruction, seduction

Death all around

Poverty, homelessness

I couldn�t stick around

So I walked away�

Today�s a new day

With more problems abrupt

Many years I have seen

Subtle changes have been done

Life is something you shouldn�t lose

It should be treated with care

But with all these problems we face in the world

Will staying alive really be fair?

I know it�s only an opinion

I know you couldn�t care less

But in my heart, mind and soul

The answer will always be death�

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Brandi. I am 14 years old. I am a wiccan and I luv celtic magic. I don't believe in god. I think only we can control our destiny. My only god is manga. My only reason to live is for anime, my poetry and my music. If the world was ending this very moment I'll probably still be staring at my compact.

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darkfairy13
dark-broken
heavenlyging
leslieirene
mikichi
aquatigrl
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kuri-chan
alsike
omzhaara
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Dalton Trumbo - Johnny Got His Gun
Masami Tsuda - Kare Kano Volumes 1 2 & 3
Clamp - CardCaptor Sakura Volumes 3 & 4

NOW PLAYING
Deadsy - Mansion World
Rockapella - Breakfast At Tiffany's
Billy Joel - Moving Out
Billy Joel - Uptown Girl
Rockapella - Folgers Coffee Commercial
SailorMoon- tsukini kawatte oshioki yo
Utada, Hikaru - Distance
Utada, Hikaru - Kettobase
Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent (at first I hated this song but now I grew to love it)
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all words � ME, 2003.
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