The Subject of Joke
I faltered @ 6:32 p.m. on 2003-02-04

Why do people have to act all snotty and stupid? Why is bigotry becoming such a problem in schools and sometimes towns and public places? Today I'm in school and these girls from my class keep staring at me. And I'm think what the f**k you staring at me for?, Stare and your f**king selves.

The girls in my class, except for five, can be such b***hes. Luckily today they only stared. On other days they can be naive and they start making fun and harassing people. They aren't the only ones who do that. A good majority of my school are like them. It's very rare that you find friends who are completely trustworthy. So far I've only found 5. I'm 14 right now and that's how many true friends I have. I think that's good enough 'cause I really don't need a lot of friends. I'm probably going to stay a loner forever.

Okay so back on the subject. These people can be totally harsh. They make jokes at the wrong time and make it their business to start fights. I hate them, I seriously do. They always say one should not hate thy fellow person (or however they state it), yet if the person doesn't like you why should you like them. The other saying is true thought. "Keep enemies closer then your friends", is one of the greatest advises out their. Also "Friends can be your biggest enemies" is also true. Your friends know everything about you. If you and them got into a fight and stopped talking to each other, then they can start talking behind your back and spill your greatest secrets.

I wish I was incarcerated in a deep underground cavern 'cause then I wouldn't have to deal with all this bulls**t. When all of it stopped I would be returned to earth. (Like that would ever happen. I'll probably be dead, buried 6 feet underground, and it'll be my 18,129th birthday.) I guess that's the end of this entry.

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Deadsy - Mansion World
Rockapella - Breakfast At Tiffany's
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