Suicidal Lullaby
I faltered @ 9:20p.m. on February 07, 2003

I wrote this when I was depressed. I was feeling so sad, frustrated and blue that I actually thought about suicide. Luckily I got a hold of my feelings and wrote this poem. *~*~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~
Suicidal Lullaby

Music Starts
Fades Away
Bit By Bit
You're Torn Apart

Alone and Helpless
No one cares
Looking in a mirror
Down flows your tears

Knife in one hand
Gun in another
You think it's better
If life ends altogether

Walked into your room
Locked your door
Gun went off
Fell to the floor

It's all over
It's all done
Nevermore will your pain come
Or will it stay?


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Brandi. I am 14 years old. I am a wiccan and I luv celtic magic. I don't believe in god. I think only we can control our destiny. My only god is manga. My only reason to live is for anime, my poetry and my music. If the world was ending this very moment I'll probably still be staring at my compact.

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I'm Reading
Dalton Trumbo - Johnny Got His Gun
Masami Tsuda - Kare Kano Volumes 1 2 & 3
Clamp - CardCaptor Sakura Volumes 3 & 4

NOW PLAYING
Deadsy - Mansion World
Rockapella - Breakfast At Tiffany's
Billy Joel - Moving Out
Billy Joel - Uptown Girl
Rockapella - Folgers Coffee Commercial
SailorMoon- tsukini kawatte oshioki yo
Utada, Hikaru - Distance
Utada, Hikaru - Kettobase
Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent (at first I hated this song but now I grew to love it)
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