Arrgh...I faltered @ 4:00 a.m. on May 10, 2003
errrg...I got my damn "evil friend". I'm so freaking bloated and light-headed. I didn't go school today. Walked all the way to the bus stop, threw up three times and was sent home by my father. When I walked threw my door, went up to my room, a poem popped in mind. I didn't want to get up, mostly because my kidneys really hurt, so I promised myself I wouldn't forget it. Fell asleep and when I awoke I had forgotten it. *I really hate when that happens.* >=O <<<--- very angry. It's like 3:52 in the morning and I'm dead tired. I can't lay down because those damn kidneys. Plus I've been vomiting the past two weeks straight. My head plunged into total darkness. My vision is dying an I can't hear shit. Life Sucks!!!!
On to other things...Later today is the art/photography show. It's suppose to be "mandatory" but they don't take attendance so you don't really have to go. Luckily I'm sick so I don't have to go *YAY!!* and I get to keep $7. Zarba (my photography teacher) hasn't really been in school this week so he still hasn't checked my Polaroid project. Also the rest of my teachers have lost their minds because we have like 5 projects do next week. Oh well...
Off school because it sucks... Me and "La" were suppose to go to hottopic this today. Yet, she told me her momma's mad at her and she can't go. Normally I would've been upset but since I'm "dead" that's like the greatest thing I've heard. Good things do come to an end. I know this weekend will turn into a living hell.
Hmmmm... I really have no update about that guy I like. I saw him on Thursday but I was so upset/tired I didn't really want to acknowledge him. He kept on staring thou. "La" and Lauren keep asking me when I'm going to talk to him. Earlier "La" asked me if I was going to talk to him by the end of the school year. I said nothing. I truly don't know.
Well I'm going to bed now. I gotta keep trying to remember the poem. Ja Ne Everybody!!!!!
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